the "Ah"s.=p
6/17/2004
aH-HaO hAS MoVED
6/14/2004
a month and eighteen days.
4/26/2004
a new week..
ha.wat a week.
or i shld say wat a weekend...weekdays are all the same to mi...work..work..work..bla!!ok,yesterday was cool.had sevice which i didn't kinda understand.but aywys,went down town with the gang and sort of caught up with ah galv. ah galv was feeling kinda sick,so the session was quite "sick" ..both of us was like staring at each other...and we were kinda sleepy..hope u get better!! =p took a little walk down esplanade later on in the night and took some wacky,silly or watever u call it photos..haha...kel!!upload it soon k?lol..come to think of it..its really the first time i've really taken photos at the esplanade and with the merlion...ya..swah ku..i know...
mmm.a new week,a new day. but still the same old boring mi..ha..feeling kinda sleepy now..(again)zZZzzzz...
or i shld say wat a weekend...weekdays are all the same to mi...work..work..work..bla!!ok,yesterday was cool.had sevice which i didn't kinda understand.but aywys,went down town with the gang and sort of caught up with ah galv. ah galv was feeling kinda sick,so the session was quite "sick" ..both of us was like staring at each other...and we were kinda sleepy..hope u get better!! =p took a little walk down esplanade later on in the night and took some wacky,silly or watever u call it photos..haha...kel!!upload it soon k?lol..come to think of it..its really the first time i've really taken photos at the esplanade and with the merlion...ya..swah ku..i know...
mmm.a new week,a new day. but still the same old boring mi..ha..feeling kinda sleepy now..(again)zZZzzzz...
4/23/2004
collaspe of nicoll highway.
i was tunning into channel eight at that time when this message flashed pass the screen."!#$%^&*()...." too tired,didn't care what was it.probably some event happening overseas,could be another bombing or wat..few minutes later,recieved a sms from galv saying that nicool highway collasped.wat??!! nicoll highway?collasped??
First thought,
"huh???highway collasped??in singapore??any one hurt??" that was about the time i took notice of the message flashing pass every now and then.."lastest news,nicoll highway collasped at around 3.30pm...one dead,two..."
Second thought,
"erm....didn't i cycled past Nicoll highway two days ago???it's Nicoll highway rite..mmm..yea..it was..i did cycled past it.." heart froze 4 a few seconds..
Once again,events have proven that life itself can be that unknowing...imagine if i cycled past that highway on that particular day at that particular time..wat will become of mi??gone??whu knows..the collaspse was shocking and unpredicting.It makes mi wonder,life can be like tat.one minute we're standing tall,the next,brr.r..r.r..u're gone;in a rumble..see that irony??
First thought,
"huh???highway collasped??in singapore??any one hurt??" that was about the time i took notice of the message flashing pass every now and then.."lastest news,nicoll highway collasped at around 3.30pm...one dead,two..."
Second thought,
"erm....didn't i cycled past Nicoll highway two days ago???it's Nicoll highway rite..mmm..yea..it was..i did cycled past it.." heart froze 4 a few seconds..
Once again,events have proven that life itself can be that unknowing...imagine if i cycled past that highway on that particular day at that particular time..wat will become of mi??gone??whu knows..the collaspse was shocking and unpredicting.It makes mi wonder,life can be like tat.one minute we're standing tall,the next,brr.r..r.r..u're gone;in a rumble..see that irony??
4/20/2004
-_-?
i've finally realised one thing.i'm not that strong afterall,i can't pretend nothing has happened.Putting up a brave fornt,as if i'm not blown away by the fact.It's starting to fall apart,in fact it has.well at least i dun haf to look for answers now,its rite in fornt of mi;in the face.guess tis is it...mmm..yea...
4/14/2004
n_0'''''
in hope of anyone whu turn on their coms and arrived here..if anyone is reading this,all i want to say is...Read on..Ha...but i personally dun think anyone wld revsit a blog that is untouched,unkept,unpopular and most of all,un-updated for abt a month..
Life at Work,
I'm beginning to appreciate the privilege and comfort we as teenagers(if ah galv. and mark is reading this,sry,i'm not including u guys..=p) hold.Dun noe if u all feel the same..but seriously,its not easy to be out in the working society.Its one big ocean out there,and i tell you,its not easy surviving out there.Sometimes,especially when you're met up with something down or disturbing.u really feel like throwing in the white towel and just simply,walked out of it.It requires a whole lot of discipline and responsibility to shrug off all that(feelings).u can't just walk out of a job becoz you're troubled or something.Its called professionalism,being able to do your job despite other issues.Its hard,especially 4 mi.I tend to think a lot..especially problems that haf problems in it<--0_o?tats why..it gets a little robotic once u get use to working life,u hardly have time to do things u like.sun rises,sun sets.sun rises again,sun sets again.BoRinG...lol..People u are working with plays an important role.With the fact that i'll have to see their faces 12hours/5days or more,it wld probably be wise not to create any misunderstandings in the first place.. So my final point will be to those whu are studying,Dun complain wat stress wat stress,u haven seen the worst!!study hard!!!
Life in sipritual,
wobbly,wobbly.all i can say is two words.draw strength...draw strength....
Life as in life,
u dun really haf time for other stuffs or think abt things when you're working..but when the nite is dark, and the moon is up...(juz pretend its nite lah har,i noe i work nite shift,sleep in the morning.)and when everything is all so quiet.(once again,please pretend.the drilling continues next door..grr!!)u can't help but think of things,events that u never understand y..y??y?!??!! "y muz like this leh..","cannot like that meh..","y cannot?","how u noe cannot?","how u noe can?" yes..yes..once again..questions..questions..but none of them answered..haha..been really upight with all that thinking these days...trying to shun from ppl for a period of time rite now...need time 2 b alone..to think some more??lol..dun noe...juz think 4 the time being..haha..
Can't promise when i'll be writing again...but whu cares..no ones reading this..haha..
Life at Work,
I'm beginning to appreciate the privilege and comfort we as teenagers(if ah galv. and mark is reading this,sry,i'm not including u guys..=p) hold.Dun noe if u all feel the same..but seriously,its not easy to be out in the working society.Its one big ocean out there,and i tell you,its not easy surviving out there.Sometimes,especially when you're met up with something down or disturbing.u really feel like throwing in the white towel and just simply,walked out of it.It requires a whole lot of discipline and responsibility to shrug off all that(feelings).u can't just walk out of a job becoz you're troubled or something.Its called professionalism,being able to do your job despite other issues.Its hard,especially 4 mi.I tend to think a lot..especially problems that haf problems in it<--0_o?tats why..it gets a little robotic once u get use to working life,u hardly have time to do things u like.sun rises,sun sets.sun rises again,sun sets again.BoRinG...lol..People u are working with plays an important role.With the fact that i'll have to see their faces 12hours/5days or more,it wld probably be wise not to create any misunderstandings in the first place.. So my final point will be to those whu are studying,Dun complain wat stress wat stress,u haven seen the worst!!study hard!!!
Life in sipritual,
wobbly,wobbly.all i can say is two words.draw strength...draw strength....
Life as in life,
u dun really haf time for other stuffs or think abt things when you're working..but when the nite is dark, and the moon is up...(juz pretend its nite lah har,i noe i work nite shift,sleep in the morning.)and when everything is all so quiet.(once again,please pretend.the drilling continues next door..grr!!)u can't help but think of things,events that u never understand y..y??y?!??!! "y muz like this leh..","cannot like that meh..","y cannot?","how u noe cannot?","how u noe can?" yes..yes..once again..questions..questions..but none of them answered..haha..been really upight with all that thinking these days...trying to shun from ppl for a period of time rite now...need time 2 b alone..to think some more??lol..dun noe...juz think 4 the time being..haha..
Can't promise when i'll be writing again...but whu cares..no ones reading this..haha..
3/22/2004
^_^
0900-morning
There i was,on my bed drooling...(yes i tend to droo sometimesl when i sleep..shh!!dun tell anyone!!=p)had this wonderful dream...dun noe who was with me in the dream..but it was happy and sweet...aw well,just a dream..haha...
0930-morning
The dream continued on when suddenly the ground starts to shaken,then buzzing sounds ..like those produced in a generator..the sound grew louder..then there was this big earthquake,chaos!everyone ran..the earth starts to fall apart!!i lost balance and fell into one of the 'cracks'..i was falling and falling and falling..
0935-morning
The 'fall' continued on for about five minutes before it blacked out...I opened my eyes.."huh??0935??!!in the morning?!!wat the.."i hid my head below my pillow,trying to go back into my dream...cannot le!!!the buzzing sound continues..It was from next door,yea..they moved out to another place and the new owner have started his renovation...first,by removing the tiles out..two days minimum..maximum??i dun dare to think..
Now that i'm working nite shift,i dun noe how i'm gonna get by this week...with all that "rattling and thumping",i have no idea how i'm gonna sleep in the day...die le!!! =p aw well,at least i still have my ear plugs which i use in the factory i'm working in...came in handy..even at home!!hehe..yes..i'm wearing it now..=p
Anyway,juz gald to see myself back up on the blog..touched to see ppl still visits my blog telling mi to update...me wanna cry le..hehe..about that pengarang story..think i'm not gonna continue that..no one seems to be interested in that story anyway..hehe..
Hmm...how long has it been since the last time i blogged??like a month or so??yea..somewhere there..haha..not that i'm busy or what but think its jz the plain old laziness in the start and then slowly..day after day..nite after nite..things happened,events unfolded..and you'll realised you have too much things to write...and u dun feel like writing le...thats wat always happens to me..every now and then i wld end up here,where i'm blogging on..wat i call 'the blogging box'hehe...the word bar blinks..*blink blink...then i wld think and think..."ai ya,too much to say,dun noe where to start..better not write.."*log off. bleahz...=p
Juz gald i've wrtten again...=p
There i was,on my bed drooling...(yes i tend to droo sometimesl when i sleep..shh!!dun tell anyone!!=p)had this wonderful dream...dun noe who was with me in the dream..but it was happy and sweet...aw well,just a dream..haha...
0930-morning
The dream continued on when suddenly the ground starts to shaken,then buzzing sounds ..like those produced in a generator..the sound grew louder..then there was this big earthquake,chaos!everyone ran..the earth starts to fall apart!!i lost balance and fell into one of the 'cracks'..i was falling and falling and falling..
0935-morning
The 'fall' continued on for about five minutes before it blacked out...I opened my eyes.."huh??0935??!!in the morning?!!wat the.."i hid my head below my pillow,trying to go back into my dream...cannot le!!!the buzzing sound continues..It was from next door,yea..they moved out to another place and the new owner have started his renovation...first,by removing the tiles out..two days minimum..maximum??i dun dare to think..
Now that i'm working nite shift,i dun noe how i'm gonna get by this week...with all that "rattling and thumping",i have no idea how i'm gonna sleep in the day...die le!!! =p aw well,at least i still have my ear plugs which i use in the factory i'm working in...came in handy..even at home!!hehe..yes..i'm wearing it now..=p
Anyway,juz gald to see myself back up on the blog..touched to see ppl still visits my blog telling mi to update...me wanna cry le..hehe..about that pengarang story..think i'm not gonna continue that..no one seems to be interested in that story anyway..hehe..
Hmm...how long has it been since the last time i blogged??like a month or so??yea..somewhere there..haha..not that i'm busy or what but think its jz the plain old laziness in the start and then slowly..day after day..nite after nite..things happened,events unfolded..and you'll realised you have too much things to write...and u dun feel like writing le...thats wat always happens to me..every now and then i wld end up here,where i'm blogging on..wat i call 'the blogging box'hehe...the word bar blinks..*blink blink...then i wld think and think..."ai ya,too much to say,dun noe where to start..better not write.."*log off. bleahz...=p
Juz gald i've wrtten again...=p
Ah-ha0 is learning to accept the harsh fact that in life,u dun always reap what u sow.And that there is such thing as fairness here on earth.
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